gold is the sun

Letters from friends.

2011-07-21T16:18:00.001-04:00

i have creative friends. the top postcards are from Sarah Munroe. The bottom is from Melissa Ebert..

Letters from Mikey..part 6?

2011-04-18T18:11:00.000-04:00

This is long overdue...another in the continuation of mike audette letters/weird drawings mailed to me a couple of months ago.

Letters from Mikey (and the boys)

2010-10-27T19:01:00.000-04:00

The above is a letter I received a couple of months ago; A letter from my boys in Boston...written on an 11x17 sheet of printer paper and sent by none other than Mike Audette, a continuation of the letters he's sent me..though I owe him at this point. Few of my Philly friends really understand the connection I have to my Boston friends. I'll try to put to words what exactly they mean to me...but the fact that they wrote this letter is explanation enough:

These friendships are the kind that have stayed with me, no matter where I am and what I've done in my life. I've been blessed with such friends at an early age..and to be honest, I never knew friendship to be any different from this, having nothing else to compare it to until I came to Philly. But I've yet to find a group of people who are so devoted to one another, that neither distance, nor time, nor circumstance has ever come between all of us. Don't get me wrong, Philly is wonderful and I've made true friendships here..but I've never known friendship in this capacity, that spans so long and involves so many amazing people...and I'm eternally grateful.

I love you guys. This letter came at a time when I needed it most.

Letters From Mikey, pt 2

2010-03-06T11:00:00.000-05:00

A Saturday Afternoon (in photos)

2010-02-28T20:39:00.000-05:00

tea at higher ground with michael.

walk to old city. Book Trader finds. (and a small gift for someone...)

Meet with Min Hee, buy these from Urban.

Acquire these items from Anthropologie

Buy Intelligentsia loose leaf organic earl grey and a new tea infuser from De Bruno Brothers.

buy my perfume and mascara at Sephora.

Gelato at Capogiro (Apple/Tangerine) Min Hee got Avocado/Chocolate Malt

at this point, we go our separate ways (but shared a wonderful day with a new friend!) I train it to Spring Garden and meet Justin and his friends at Arbol Cafe where Oscar, the owner greets me with a warm "Ti Kanis?" (Although Oscar is Paraguayan, he once worked at a Greek restaurant)

More tea and conversation.

Home. (In time to make dinner with a new friend)

Letters from Mikey

2010-02-28T11:24:00.006-05:00

Let me preface this by explaining one of my dearest friendships. Michael Audette and I became friends in the ninth grade. We took Mr Bianca's social studies class together and became good friends by way of his friendships with Courtney Ober and Megan Smith (I believe we sat at the same lunch table at some point freshman year). Somewhere along the line, Mikey and I started seeing concerts together. My dad would drive us one way, his dad would usually drive us back (as far as worcester haha). Some of my fondest memories of these trips include..acquiring as many bouncy balls as possible and letting them loose in enclosed spaces. playing wall ball at the Palladium. Seeing American Nightmare...and living to tell about it. Watching Mike and his dad eat quarter pounders at a rest stop. Listening to Coheed and Cambria for the first time from an Equal Vision sampler..and kind of liking it.

Things have changed a bit since I was 14 years old. I can't believe we've been friends for ten years ha. Mike has the worst and best luck ever (being struck by lightning...etc etc) Is the only person I know to have ever been admitted into a fraternity (at UMASS none the less) without drinking a drop of alcohol. Rode to Philly on a motorcycle from massachusetts once. Has owned more $25 dollar cars and white guitars than anyone I know. Has painted the Green Monster in his room..(almost to scale and with incredible precision). and he is one of my closest friends...

That said, Mikey has been sending me letters and packages over the last couple of months. I've decided to share them on the interweb in a series I'm calling Letters from Mikey.

I received the following about a month ago:

(the dinosaur image is a tshirt.)

On New Traditions. January Sixteenth ( in as few words as possible)

2010-01-17T16:06:00.002-05:00

a jennifer jacobs birthday visit in south philly. apple and endive bday dinner with close friends. rose tea. hanging out with one of my favorites until i turned 24 at midnight. 12 am birthday wishes from my past. vegan cupcakes. a bouquet of wildflowers. sugar ray kareoke in the navy yard. phone calls from spain and greece. messages from massachusetts and new york and philadelphia and california and idaho and england. waking up to sleepy faces. the most beautiful january 16th spring day ever. bike ride with a dear friend. wandering the italian market. taking photos. tea at gleaners. used books and records and the sweetest kittens. my roommate. bike ride to chinatown with one of my nearest and dearest. chinese noodle shop in good company. blood orange and pear birthday gelato. falling in love with philly all over again. movie night in fishtown. an adopted birthday brunch (happy birthday joel) and more hanging out.

this birthday was wonderful. thank you, philadelphia for newfound memories. i saw (most) everyone i wanted to see without getting overwhelmed (like i usually do). I'm blessed and grateful and so very thankful that of all places in the world, I ended up here.

barcelona in as few words as possible

2009-11-20T21:04:00.002-05:00

many new friends. reconnecting with old friends. awe-inspiring architecture. antoni gaudi. dinner parties..lentils and taters and salad and fresh fruit. mercadona! african film festival... in catalan and french. john cage and merce cunningham exhibit at macba. la rambla and crazy vendors. australians and how crazy they really are. sangria and pan con tomate while gypsies played the spanish guitar in the gothic quarter. highlighters and dancing in old factories. Julio's "babies". baby kangaroos in the zoo. old men play bocci and chess while the sun set behind barca's version of the arc d'triumph. catalunyan chocolate made from old world recipes. joan miro. argentina and why i wish i could speak better spanish. 9 forms of transportation in 15 hours. si us plau! si us plau!

and my favorite...walking the city with my best friend talking about old times and new times and all the times that we missed out on eachother's company. i love my sra. and i'm glad she's back.

if i wasnt starting a new job...i honestly wouldve stayed for a month or two. at the same time, something in me felt as though the sweetness of it all had much to do with how little time i had there. it was all quite wonderfully sweet.

On adolescence and adulthood.

2009-11-03T09:34:00.000-05:00

It was then, amidst the song that induced a memory I had buried deep within the dark abyss of my mind. A place where the pains of your legacy continues pressing on strings with deft, calloused fingers on a carpeted floor stretched taut, the coarse, fibrous yarns spun of dashed ideals and the uncertainty of eighteen. The cold air pushes through ceiling slats and the pinkish-violet remains of the sun grasped the Philadelphia sky--only it wasn't Philly painted across the windowed canvas. In its stead, a skyline built in four years. A tragedy scrawled in pamphlets, left & leaving. A story I have yet to reconcile of a love never realized. The boy whose heart broke under the hot lamps of a life long dream that escaped his memory, never to return. That first cigarette, pressed clumsily upon wind-chapped lips, a falsely perceived adulthood. A stolen kiss, masked in the fading licorice haze of adolescence. Those quiet reflections, where I realized it was against the will of the Lord most high for us to live as individuals...only then, the seeds of poverty taking root in the depths of my very being.

The final moments of dusk shook me from reverie as the pinkish hues stretched upward, grasping the heavens in fear that the sun may never rise again. This is me now, years later and reminded that autumn exists in the city. The overwhelming stench of beautiful decay. The things I thought I'd never miss.

Your funeral is magnificent, decorated in shades of mustard and olive. A procession of skeletal figures coming forth to pay their last respects. And you, that crooked smirk gracing a pert mouth. A snide retort prepared should the opportunity present itself. Your sallow skin, yellow-green in the corridor lighting, stretches over delicate bones. Though all the parts are there, no sound exists. The oxygen is removed from our lungs and we are momentarily frozen in time and place. There is overwhelming stillness in this peace only granted by Him. And I stay in that space until my lungs burn and my vision begins to fade forcing me to breathe, gasping and heaving.

The figures glare. Unnerving. They read my every movement. My mouth. My hands. The rise and fall of my chest. Glorious, this ghastly procession. A parade of toothy smiles, pasted on unwelcome, yet familiar faces. Only then, I press my palm on the papery-thin flesh of your pallid cheek, A final attempt. A futile hope in resurrecting the dry pathways of your veins. Oh, soul-less creature. Oh, spirited son.

"The dream is dead, the moment passed," His lower lip trembled slightly, betraying his confident tone. "And we are nothing. Born of the earth, we will return to our Father."

Greece, In as few words as possible.

2009-08-30T05:29:00.001-04:00

owls and morning doves. church bells: on the hour, the half hour. cool mornings followed by incredibly hot, dry days. morning bus trips to the city. walks through the agora. early morning trips to the mountainside, picking sage tea, oregano. glimpses of my history. stories. family. new friends, cousins i've yet to see in years. walks to the seaside. the calm, calm aegean. churches, monastaries. pakistani refugees. political turmoil and indecision. fresh figs. taking walks with pappou. petrified forest. the poet sappho. an abandoned turkish hotel. the graveyard. afternoons with marianthi. molyvos. the word hortofagos, and the fact that it means nothing here. photoz. coffee and icecream with pappou.

things i have yet to see, but will soon:
printizi, italy. the adriatic sea. patra. my baby xardefaki strati. my theo and thea. athina. the city.

things i miss:
my bike. philly. being able to speak english. good friends.

annotations on dollar bills and rent checks.

2009-04-10T16:59:00.000-04:00

"I hate this city."

I cringed, my nose wrinkling as he punctuated the said statement with yet another angry jab at the horn. My driver appeared far to young to be this bitter. The strain of the city's unceasing traffic reflected in eyebrows so tightly knit, I began to doubt that they had ever looked any different. At once, in my own thoughts in the back seat of a gypsy cab in Long Island...I feel relief. Innate relief. A sigh from somewhere within the inner workings of my heart. And so began a story--his story--but a story nonetheless. Of a life once lived. Of youth now lost. Of love forgotten.

And I listened. And I listened.

I felt the pain of the child who would never know "normal", born into a loveless relationship. I saw a man, struggling to reconcile past aspirations, a man whose religion is defined by how much he's worth. Whose worth is defined by his wealth...quantified in dollar bills and rent checks.

And I listened. And I listened.

It was at that moment that the words came to me. They echoed in my ears and I knew that they were written before they were written.

An hour prior to my return to Philly, I write these words in a small coffeeshop in the East Village (They brew Intelligentcia, you'd be proud) whose mosaic-tiled floors had seen better days. Whose baristas fit the bill. And whose earl gray is particularly strong, if I should say so myself. Perched upon a stool, seated at a round, marble-swirled tabletop, I have a wonderful view at the apex of Twelfth and "A" as Manhattan's characters go about their Wednesday morning.

New York is yet a foreigner to me. Its actors so well versed in a script I don't yet understand. I'm still stumbling over the lines...not quite sure if I truly wish to memorize them, a part of me fearful that in conforming, by default I'd become The Artist or The Waitress, or worse...Girl One (or Two or Ten), a nameless face in this ongoing production. So, I play the part of The Visitor or The Tourist, an outsider reading the faces and examining the nuances, picking apart cryptic smiles and eyebrows tightly knit, for some sort of humanity lost, for loves now forgotten and lives once lived until I'm breathlessly anxious and scared...and I understand how these faces became masks. The city spins at an alarming pace; its inhabitants dizzy and drunk, barely grasping hold of any remaining truth.

And it spins. And it spins.

Then it stops, the constant clamor and clang that flooded my ears and polluted my vision comes to a screeching halt as an April snow, soft and delicate, spirals silently onto the now quiet pavement, as if this is God's way of reminding us that life presses on, that we are all players trying our best in our own way to figure it out. Suddenly, today is perfect in its imperfection. Today, in all of its chaos is perfect, because it isn't, because God wouldn't have it any other way. And I understand that I spend too much of my time in the details, ironing out the creases and folds with careful precision, analyzing every facet. It's okay. For the first time since I came to New York, I'm okay with all of it.

The sunlight is now peaking through faded window shades, casting shadows that dance across paisley-papered walls and faces so deeply engrossed in laptops, books and magazines. Unexpectedly, it is once again a sunny April morning in New York, and that's alright with me.

The gypsy cab driver takes the scenic route to Stonybrook station. Glancing at the time, I'm glad that, for once in my life, I was early.

"How much do I owe you?" I ask my new friend.

"Nothing," He replies, smiling. I return the gesture and offer him a ten. The man, whose religion is defined by how much he's worth and whose worth is defined by his wealth. This man nods once more, smiles, refusing the bill.

"No. I've enjoyed our discussion--best of luck to you, miss." I bury his kindness in my heart, a memory for another time and place. In that moment, his face softened, allowing me a glimpse of a life once lived and a youth...not quite yet forgotten, perfect in all of its imperfections.

That the past remains in its rightful place.

2009-03-23T20:40:00.000-04:00

Strange. To be in the company of those I've only caught glimpses of. Little snippets of a past whose history is not my own--whose stories gracefully weave themselves into a history entirely of my own making. How and when did I become so audacious to assume? Though I, for one, am glad that I did. I've been weighing this thought much lately and it crossed my mind while I sit to write this entry on a lovely day at the tail end of March.

And so it is this sort of afternoon. The sun has warmed the tired earth, as if a traveler come again to remind us that he, in fact, did not quite forget us. The air carries the sediments of the past season. It is this sort of transition. A time became and yet becoming. And on this sort of day, through this sort of transition, comes this sort of promise: a tentative response; an awareness of the delicate balance.

Today is the day that I am introduced to the splendor that is Philadelphia in the spring (at least I'm acknowledging it as such). I graciously accept this introduction with a heart that is not heavy or light, neither lost nor found. Everything is lull and lazily moving forward on its own accord, as if the problems of the world cease to exist for this one afternoon. I'm riding northbound on a street I've yet to experience and for the first time in months, the ride was no longer about the destination, but the peace of being and reflection. I take my time, as if I had all the time in a world whose problems cease to exist, if just for this one afternoon (the day called for such a response, as you know). Something extraordinary happens on these bike rides from Center City. The tightly wound core unravels wonderfully. The grid breaks suddenly. And Philly slowly comes to life.

Understand that I cherish these moments.

Upon entering the church on the corner of Eighteenth and Diamond, I close my eyes and breathe in the air of a history that is not quite my own, yet somehow I own it. It's familiar, even if I can't quite describe it. The light, now stale, hovers expectantly. The dust, suspended in time, eagerly waits for another moment. The silence, swollen with anticipation, grips the floor tiles. The room is pregnant with expectation and I am humbled in its presence. The space is breathing. I am reminded that God's grace abounds and transcends all understanding of my own capacity. My only hope is that old wounds find healing here. That the past remains in its rightful place, try as it might to resurrect itself incessantly in the stories told by the paintings on the walls.

The decision to come here has granted me a caretaker of a piece of our collective history. Not as a nation, but as a people. And all at once, I'm overwhelmed that this can exist on such a small scale within the city limits and yet so much more lies beyond this. We're merely a glimmer in this grand story. Yet, we can be big things to our small stretch of time. Make meaningful relationships, even if not with everyone. We can leave our mark, even if few see it. We can even take a moment to respond to creation and simply enjoy as though the world's problems cease to exist, if just for one afternoon.

The Big Apple. Home. And the such.

2008-11-18T23:29:00.000-05:00

anxious. anxious. anxious.

Time slows down significantly. I wait to get back to a time and a place that can only be described as "home". I've thought about home a lot lately. In a meeting I had recently with my cell* in Fishtown (or the Fishery, as Jen insists on calling it) we discussed how we define home. Between that discussion and my own experience, I can only deduce that it consists of many different things, depending the person and the situation.

and so--

I was anxious. Anxious to leave Philly and see the people I consider home. Home was in New York City, a place I hardly know. Home was preparing for an afternoon picnic on sixtieth and fifth in Central Park. Home was waiting for me, and for a reasonable bargain of twelve dollars, I was getting there via the New Century (Not to be confused with the Fung Wah, the Lucky Star, or Apex) from Chinatown.

The ride to Chinatown from Chinatown was pretty much the norm. A young asian man proceeds to immediately pass out use my shoulder as a pillow for the duration of the ride. Meanwhile, America is rapidly becoming more obese as the woman to my left stuffs a greasy big mac in her mouth, pausing only to snack on a bag of fritos. You get what you pay for. Eventually, I get to the city and take the train to the East Village where I finally find them all, hanging out in a place that can only be described as the Silhouette of Manhattan. For those of you who have not been fortunate enough to experience the Silhouette, my most sincere apologies...you haven't lived. For the first half hour, it's difficult to even concentrate on conversation, I was so overcome with a sense of relief. I never realized how much I took for granted the fact that I know these people so well until I moved to Philly. Seeing familiar faces is something I got accustomed to in Boston.

SO a ridiculously amazing 24 hours made short....

Little Italy. Noodle Shop. Williamsburg. Dance Party. 4 am. "Thank You DJ". Laughter. Typical Seven Ashford debauchery minus a few key characters. breakfast at 4 am. Astoria. Sleep. Tea. Gondola's to Roosevelt Island. dinner. and good byes.

I truly love and appreciate all of them. I'm truly grateful to know and have known them. I'm thankful for their role in my life, not only in my four years living in Boston, but now that we've all scattered and have gone on to new things.

Our goodbyes were staggered..and to be honest, I'm not all that sure that we'll ever meet up this way again. I left Jenny last, and set off to find the Chinatown bus home, only to run into a young Chinese man, who happened to be in the city to finalize wedding plans. Though Baltimore was his current place of residence, NYC was "home". Home, he tells me, is where his fiance is (their marriage is sometime in november). We talked about this as he led me to my bus. Here, while waiting for the Philly bus, I met two men, waiting for their bus to D.C...back to home. They were telling me how they were ready to leave the unfamiliar skyline offered by New York and get back to a more familiar place. We parted in mutual understanding, exchanging smiles and hand shakes. good words. friendly faces. I found my seat on the bus, only to listen as people kept milling aboard, asking anxiously where the bus was headed. One woman, lost, and trying to find the right bus, complained that she just wanted to get home. I smiled. Home carries many different meanings, so multifaceted, encompassing time, place and relationships. Sitting on the bus I realized I am home. and yet, I was heading home too. The peace in that overwhelms me and I'm thankful for being aware of it.

Much Love!

Lina

God Bless the Indian Summer.

2008-09-24T11:12:00.000-04:00

I've been hearing talk of the Last Drop Coffeehouse since I moved to this glorious city...both good and bad...point being, there must be reason for any discussion at all, thus piquing my curiousity.

From what I've gathered, the Last Drop is a hipster joint...coffee's mediocre at best...severe lack in tea selection...tasty treats for the vegan-ly inclined. The actual space has been described as anything from "worn-in" to "gross" and the baristas are without a doubt, God's gift to the java drinking world in their own eyes.

When the opportunity finally presented itself for my own inaugural Last Drop experience, I had high hopes for a preconceived coffee shop...forgive me if this sounds oddly familiar.

ahem.

My Last Drop is built on the corner of a fairly busy intersection characterized by its local bums, bros, and hipsters...an eclectic, yet fairly interesting crowd. It is flanked by the neighborhood's favorite asian thrift store and a bro bar where only the few, the strong and the brave have ever survived to tell the rest of teh sane world what really goes on in there. There's a cluster or bicycles stacked haphazardly in front and the door is propped open, beckoning passerbys with the aroma of not-so-fresh coffee, vegan cupcakes and the best icecream in town. Upon entering, you are greeted by a loveable, yet silly ginger boy and another girl, who oddly shares my first name (I've met very few that do) though she spells it with an "e". The walls and tables are plastered with a hodge podge of local art and flyers of shows long past. A photo hung lovingly on the back wall pays homage to a local legend (See Mr.Butch*). The sea of laptops makes it evident that the free wi-fi was going to good use. On occasion, a middle aged man walks in, skateboard in hand, mumbling racial slurs and voicing anti-Jewish sentiments (see Skateboarding Ninja*)...only to have the redhead at the counter kindly kick him out for what seems like the fifteenth time that day. And today, seventies soul is on, though if you were there last night, you more than likely caught the tail end of some gutterpunk mix. And though the coffee is nothing to write home about, this wonderful establishment serves absolutely, positively delicious seven herb tea.

....

By now, the "fictional" Last Drop may or may not seem a little too real to be hypothetical and oddly familiar to anyone who's every lived in the Boston/Allston area. haha I'm not going to lie, I miss Herrell's...and a little part of me was hoping to find a Herrell's doppleganger here in Philly.

So what is the REAL Last Drop like? First and foremost, this place is spotless compared to Herrell's. It's actually nice! All of this complaining about how dirty the place is, let's be serious people. I thought Herrell's was nice. Maybe I'm easily impressed? Low standards? Or maybe I just don't care. I found a spot by the open window on the Pine Street side, where I could people watch and enjoy the weather while doing work. Unfortunately, there is no Mr.Butch. No crazy, homeless people. No "Van Goda" action figure. No ice cream. Free wi-fi still applies as does hipster clientele. The baristas seem hip. The decor's hip in that "dive-bar" sheik sort of way that probably finds its roots in either williamsburg or portland. Even teh typeface used in the logotype was hip and thus more than likely designed by a hip baristas...hip designer friend (*see Rosewood/Romantiques). Regardless, the decaf soy latte was alright and the barista that served me was friendly enough...besides looking immensely peeved when bothered by questions such as, "May I have a soy latte, decaf?" and "Where is the bathroom?" Could be worse. He could've withheld both coffee and information all together? Ain't no thing. As long as the dude does his job, it's cool with me. I'm not all smiles and rainbows when I'm working either. And though the Last Drop did not live up to my dreams as the next Herrell's Renaissance Cafe, it's alright. Allston is a rare breed..one not easily replicated.

SO. Philly is still wonderful. She's become familiar. I've grown since my move here. I've been collecting the nuances of newly acquired moments. Time. Place. First looks and last looks. Everything and anything that seems worth keeping. The initial joys and excitement of a new city are finding balance with heartaches and growing pains. Loneliness is balanced by newfound friendships. Though with trust comes a certain level of vulnerability...it's a risk worth taking. People stay, people stray. Not one held accountable to the other. It's a strange enterprise but I suppose in a world this large, with so many people, this kind of behaviour is human nature, and we're all guilty of it.

Well, on a totally unrelated note, here's a video of some graphic work I recently completed for a start up company.

Much peace to you all.

*Mr. Butch: Allston legend. see this write up.

**Skateboarding Ninja: Crazy homeless man. Hates Jewish people. Rides skateboard around Allston.

***Last Drop's secondary typeface is none other than Rosewood Standard and Rosewood Fill, a typeface created by Carol Twombly in 1993. For those not familiar with it..Rosewood is the new Helvetica..used by Coffee giant Starbucks as well as..well most anything. Came into popularity when printmaking/letterpress printing became "cool" again as Rosewood does have the appearance of vintage letterpress woodtype. Rosewood standard is gaudy, though not as gaudy as Last Drop's logotype...Romantiques..a typeface that should only be found in the circus.

Pianicas. Collies. Jersey.

2008-08-23T01:55:00.001-04:00

Have I told you that I love this city?

Although I've only been a Philadelphian for...just shy of two months, I am quick to catch myself speaking in such a way that misleads most to believe that I have, in fact, lived here much longer* (see note).

In the span of my almost soon to be two months here, I've found an excuse to sit around in Rittenhouse...basically every free day that I have. That park epitomizes the people watching experience. Honestly, I'm already mentally preparing myself for the lack of the Rittenhouse routine come fall/winter. Sure enough, I am slowly, but surely, falling into a premature state of depression over the mere thought. Now that I've settled into that routine, I recognize the regulars and their hangs. I've grown pretty fond of my section of the park, as well. My current favorite attendees consist of a woman...regular "mall walking" material, very determined stride, if you will. She strolls purposefully with her collie...nothing out of the ordinary, the regulars all have dogs in tow...but, this crazy walks her poor pup in a doggie..stroller? It's awful. really. I kind of hate her for it. haha

Favorite numero dos is the pianica player...and not because he's actually good, by all means . I've thought about it for some time and I have come to the following conclusions:

1. This guy obviously thought it was a good idea to play an instrument that no one really knows, or is familiar with...good approach, in theory. I've watched this tactic in effect as many have approached him with questions about the pianica. For those who aren't familiar..The pianica is an instrument that appears to be a keyboard, yet it also comes equipped with a mouth piece...I suppose it kinda falls in the same vein as accordians, autoharps..maybe even a keytar? In any case, it has keys.

2.Pianica man has stamina. The man did not move from one spot for a good 3 hours. In those three house, I believe I heard the "playlist" (if you could call it that) about 8 times (9?). Meanwhile, one (not two, or three) elderly woman claps along witht he music, loving every second of it and keeping pianica man from annoying another section of the park.

3. I dont know if I hate him...or just the tone of the actual instrument. The thing sounds like its whining the whole time.

Well, on a more serious note, I truly enjoy the energy that surrounds Rittenhouse, pianicas and doggie strollers aside. That many people together sharing common space makes me smile. (if you know me, then I'm sure it's generally understood and common knowledge that I rarely smile. In fact, I rarely go a day without some random stranger telling me to smile...another peeve of mine. Seriously though, who the heck smiles all the time anyway? pansies). Rittenhouse brings out every stereotype known to man, with no exceptions. It leaves me with an odd sense of community, one in which you don't necessarily have to know one another in order to share the collective human experience of simply existing. It's in the hum of conversation and laughter that blankets the park. All the while, the cicadas seem engaged in the own conversations while the green leaves quietly turn gold and gracefully begin to wrinkle along their edges. This is how life should be, in my opinion. Although, the Caste System still applies**

On a somewhat unrelated, yet related note...it's kind of strange, but as of late I see sound as color. Is that weird? Whether it be music, or conversation, or any sort of layered sound...I see it as color and motion. I think that it might have something to do with being a visual artist and constantly responding to my environment visually? I've also been listening to a lot of classical music as of late, especially while doing work. Tchaikovsky's Violin Concerto in D. Brahms' First Symphony. Beethoven's Seventh. Dvorzak's Ninth. Chopin's Etudes. I have a feeling that it might have to do with the seeing sound thing, as well. Especially since I've started to attribute color to certain composers/musicians.

That's all for now...Enjoy these summer afternoons. much peace to you all

* Common Transplant Trait 1: Repping Philly, though you've barely lived here long enough to know your zip code.

addendum 1: This rule is especially offensive in regards to transplants from dirty Jersey.

addendum 2: If it so happens that transplant offender is from the dirty trash heap that is the toilet bowl known as the state of New Jersey, it is best that you take every necessary precaution to keep anyone who's anyone from knowing this. You'd be better off if you told them you were Canadian.

**Rittenhouse Caste System: Future blog..I have yet to fully break it down to a science, though I am foreseeing this an Information Architecture project...interactive map? yes?

A Day in the Life, pt 1

2008-07-22T08:15:00.000-04:00

I ride my bike almost every day to Marathon Grill in West Philly, where I work with the cast from "Waiting". Philly would have you believe that she is completely flat and easy on the legs. But, alas, she is a tricky one. Let me tell you.

The ride across the Walnut St. Bridge is basically the same every day. I stop downstairs to say hello to Yonny. Yes, Yonny. My wonderful Greek landlord. Go figure. Yonny owns a breakfast/deli below us that is--for lack of less cute-sy adjective--adorable. It's mom and pop sheik? (Think: Grecian Diner meets Second Cup Cafe for all of you Allstonians out there...and if we really need to get technical, it has the convenience store effect of the Brookline Spa). Anyways, Yonny is great. And I'm not just saying that cause he's Greek. Okay, well maybe just a little bit.

We greet one another, in Greek and exhcange our thoughts for the morning (or early afternoon, depending on the given day, of course). He has become a sort of local GPS system for me, bike shortcuts and the such. I then ride up to Walnut, dodging fruit trucks and SUV's that have no real concept of what it means to share the road. When I hit Walnut, more than likely ensues a battle. Lina versus the SEPTA bus system. The game is simple. Lina laps bus. Bus does not care to share road with bike. Bus nearly runs Lina over in an attempt to lap Lina. lays down on the horn. Lina laps bus. I think you get the idea. In passing Rittenhouse, about half way down he street, mid-SEPTA bus fun, I'm somewhat scrutinized by a group of tattooed kids in cutoff jean short standing/sitting beside their customized bikes at the entrance of the park (full explanation of the Rittenhouse Social Caste System in future blog). Once I hit the bridge, I'm biking uphill, in the ridiculous heat. Simultaneously, I am now peddling against the wind, always. It's not a bad hill, more of a steady incline. I think it's just hot. But the hills have become somewhat less difficult, easy even, since I've started riding to work every day. Good sign.

There's a stoplight at 34th that marks the bottom of a hill before another incline begins. To date, I have yet to perfectly time my ride downhill so as to beat the light before it turns red...to clarify, I gain momentum, only to stop at a light and work my way uphill again. It's rather frustrating.

So.

It seems that I am no longer a Bostonian. No longer a Masshole, even. Who would've thought? I am a firm believer that life guides us forward to new places and situations only when completely ready to do so. It is something understood in hindsight. Just based solely on this theory, the thought to move to Philly months ago must be something I'm prepared for. I made it down here, didn't I?

I enjoy it here very much so. It feels so new and yet, so comfortable at the same time. I've also forgotten how much I truly enjoy writing about my day to day. I'll be doing this more often.